♥Baby stars in th sky

2009-10-29T03:21:00.000-07:00

Okay blogger has something wrong with it again.
Cant change the colours of th words, size of word & upload pictures ):
Went out with K & P today, damn fun ^.^
Tommorow's gen b'day party & following halloween stuff coming up.
Hehe, i (L) my holidays now.
Been catching up with my work too though.
Im so not gonna drop next year kay.
Gonna bath now.
Buh-bye.

I (L) aeroplanes((:

2009-10-25T01:32:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Holidays are getting boring :/
I think im gonna start revising on my work so as to maintain my results next year((:
Good luck for those taking o's anyway. ITS TH LAST STRETCHHHHH.
Anyway, chewy, i have confidence in you kays. Do your best, show them what you can do!
Gonna go down and play badminton with him later. Heehee.
Thanks for coming all th way here, love youu.
But just admit that you're gonna be thrashed by me as usual -.-
Okay anyway EVAN just told me stuff.
Dont worry EVAN, a promise is a promise.
Its a wonder how guys can 'two time' girls, even after marriage.
Isnt marriage a life long commitment.
What happened to those vows couples make when they get married.
See th reality of this world.
Brings it all back to r/s.
I guess its all part and parcel of life.
Anyway, having gen's bday party on friday & i havent gotten anything for her yet :/
There's still clara's halloween party on saturday, school the week after :/
I can do this.
Oh did i mention how much I (L) aeroplanes(:
I'll love you forever if you buy me and aeroplane, i swear. *hints*
Yay, Baby R is here, have to go off now.
Byeeeeeeee.

2009-10-23T21:36:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Have not been blogging for a v v v long time :O
Credits to N's and my lazy-ness.
Nothing much to blog though.
O's are in 2 more days, hope that they will do well((: I'll pray for you all kays. (L)(L)(L)
Heehee, im so happy that PG finally forgiven me, im really sorry ):
Going to australia to visit my granny during mid-nov for 1 month.
Oh gawd, i miss her so so much ):
But im still having regrets on going, shit. Evan should know :/
Back to th bright side, been enjoying my holidays alot.
God, i still remember th night 3days after n's, was AWESOME.
HAHAHA, thanks huh you all stil have o's and wanna go drinking ending up drunk -.-
Then another day, went cycling((:
IT WAS DAMN FUN. But i was like staring at th airplanes taking off while cycling.
Butt was literally aching th next few days, cycled damn long distance ok.
Omg i miss school, i miss my friends :/
I hope everybody will be able to make it next year.
May God hear me.
I still have alot of plans not done yet :/ Gosh.
Okay i shall go study for a while now, cant afford to drop my results next year.
Bye((:

Reach out to you, touch my hand.

2009-09-04T04:41:00.000-07:00

Hey,
School today was boring. In total only 17 people came although i was expecting way lesser people.
Nlevels are practically next week and here am i on the computer.
I've decided not to go for tution today just to study as i waste my afternoon.
Yesterday had a follow up on mission week.
We got back our little envelopes with things that we did.
Well, it reminded me of alot of things that happened during that period of time.
Yesterday had a major fight with my brother.
Resulting in me breaking the toilet door.
Well, serves me right though, not to think of the consequences first.
Yesterday something happened too.
It really made me think alot.
And this would be my last post for the time being.
Focusing on nlevels now(:
Good luck to those taking major exams:D

Now here, it spells it all out.

2009-07-28T02:00:00.000-07:00

L is for the way you look at me.
O is for the only one i see.
V is very, very extraodinary.
E is even more than anyone that you adore.

Ps, love is all i can give to you, more than a game of two.

2009-07-28T01:09:00.000-07:00

Hey.
Blogger has seriously something wrong with it. Anyway, prelims are staring this thursday and nlevels chinese orals are this friday:O
Apparently im not really that worried about chinese orals. Haha.
Having to rush out on emaths everyday is making me sick of it.
Omg yesterday had fnn cooking lessons, baked biscuits for some "experiment".
Today, had to wake up early in the morning with a tummyache because of it.
HAHAHA, when i went to school, i found out that 4other people had tummyache too?! Omg must complain about CPW:/
Sebestian & i went to the toilet to shit during PE, omg.
Seriously had no mood to do anything already.
It acted up again during maths lesson:/
Few more months till i get out of this school:)
HAHAHA, get out of this school for holidays i mean but i wanna leave this school ASAP.
Have to spell it out word by word since Ray doesnt get it:O
This shows how dumb you are, but i still love you:D
bye bye to everything, finally.
God's together to be with me, getting through all these:D

2009-07-14T03:38:00.000-07:00

hello,
another typical school day as usual:) omg one week really passes damn fast. Guess it's because of my friends & doing revision everyday in every class:D Kk, im still damn irritated and possed and whatever you call it with some stuff. PE today was fucking fun man, played softball with my lovely:) Hehe, she's damn cute i swear. Cant wait till the next lesson. Amaths lessons was half playing bingo, half doing the bookelt and half looking at mrs teo teaching. HAHAHA. What a day man. Anyway omg if only i have just a limited amount of time to speak to you face to face, just watch k watch what im gonna say to you. The words that ive never ever ever said before to you. I'll bomb out, blast out, everything to you. Im not sure what im gonna say but wait nope its not gonna be silence, not this time. well kk nothing to say bye. omg omg wait somebody is making me fucking pissed. you think what sia tsk this isnt some place where you can push your weight around. ass.

2009-07-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

Heyy,
So today was practically a heartbreaking day for me during the periods before recess. Cant believed i actually teared during geo. This will be the last & last tear im gonna shed if i can help it. Well, gotten better as the day went moving on but not really. Now it all makes common sense. Was blinded at that period of time, resulting in these. Although its my fault throughout the whole thing but look what's happened now. I've been blaming myself for the past idk how many months & weeks. But now, now this moment, this very second, i wouldnt. Ive been holding on to the words you once said, but now nope. Kiss goodbye. I do remember telling you what i hate the most. I do remember what you said when i said that. I believed you. Trying to decipher the whole picture for the past few weeks, well ive gotten it. This explains all. Im in no position to bother & care anymore and i wouldnt from today. Admit that i always have flashbacks putting a :) on my face, always, till now. But now, today, i feel so dumb looking back. You having the heart to do that now, maybe even the period when i was hallucinating, gave me the determination to move on today. Yes, move on. Tsk, now bye.

Come on now baby, its okay.

2009-07-08T03:17:00.000-07:00

Hi again,
we finally did a nice LOVE word:) Leben is damn cute:D Hehe. Nlevel english orals are finally over. I thank God for prelims, cause we had the almost exact picture for nlevel orals:) I almost fainted during the conversation la but overall, its great! Had two indians for our oral examiner. Skipped social studies as a result): Everybody was kinda tensed up before the exams:X ITS FINALLY OVER! But there's still chinese orals & other written exams):

Sad thing is, ive been moved to the back in class): They wanted to sit in register order as prelims are coming. I cant see and concentrate at the back): And its freaking hot. Omg i cant wait till the week ends:) Im still rushing out my amths and emaths booklet :O Been studying like crazy these days, sleeping late and not sleeping late at all. Its kinda sad to sit in register order alone. Makes you think of stuff when you have nothing much to do. Kk, im not gonna get reminded. I hope everything goes well fo me like it did today. I survived today:) Not orals, some other thing. HAHA. Im off to calling CS now. Bye.

Rants rants rants.

2009-07-03T05:08:00.000-07:00

Hi,

Im so proud of myself(: I managed to finish my nlevel coursework and did what CPW told me(:
Hehe, i hope she'll appreciate it. Had nlevel english oral prelims last tuesday during PE & got my results today. It wasnt that bad but i seriously need to improve, there's room for improvement! We've already gotten our examination entry proof:/ Ive been rushing to finish my amaths and emaths booklet, checking answers from the library:D Nlevel english orals are next week wednesday, fast right. And soon, i'll be prelims and nlevels. I've woken up seriously. No more playing, no more bothering about stuff which are not worth it, no more slacking. Its study, study, study. Ms Lee is seriously damn funny, i starting to appreciate her:) I cant wait for chemistry lessons now:) Basically, going to school now, its all about revision.

Omg, anyway some people can just get lost okay. I wouldnt waste my energy typing all those words to you guys. Sickening, to think i trusted you guys. To think i were friends with you guys before although there has been fond memories & when we were there for each other. Seriously, all you guys does is make trouble. Eeew, please such a disgrace. And please, stop spreading rumours. Hah, seriously. How many people have you guys hurt, how many people have suffered, how many friendships have you all broken up. Who needs you guys. What a joke man. Well get this straight and right. Do anything to anyone but not my friends, not those whom you guys threw away or forgotten. Go act big, anywhere but infront of me. Nothing, and i say nothing, will affect me. Thanks to you guys, i got like so much trouble, just yeah fuck off. Seriously, i wanna see all of your nlevels results. I swear, its so gonna be pretty. Enough is enough, yeah dont make me come and find you. If you guys ever see this, then yeah. Guilty then say. Tskk.

Enough about them. Anyway, first week of school was kind of okay for me i guess. With the H1N1, so many stuff has to be changed, im getting annoyed. Some class people has been kinda annoying these days too. Cant be bothered though. I realized so much things. Ive seen, ive heard, ive confirmed, each and everyday. The truth finally did sink into me. Im getting less paronoid. Getting hurt at points of time for i dont know what reason. Sometimes, i'll bother but useless, failed. Time and again, i'll look back but yeah. I got nothing to say. Yeah my fault, as usual. Anyway i cant wait for sunday:) I got stuff to say to people:) Hehe.
Bye.

You're sixteen:)

2009-06-08T22:56:00.000-07:00

♥HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN AWESOME:)
I'll wish you here a day earlier cause im out the whole day tommorow.
Hehe, you're one year older dearie.
Its kinda for you to stop your rants on JB:X
We'll never stop our crazy stuff during biology lessons though:)
Haha, dragging you after biology classes(:
Betcha love that!
Love you(:

2009-06-04T23:19:00.000-07:00

Days grow longer and as the time goes by, things are taking their change.
May love remain no matter how the weather change.
May love remain no matter how tough the life may be.
May love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.
Ohmygawd, i heart PM:)
Come on, admit that he is cute:)

2009-05-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh, at last all exams are over except maths paper 1 on monday :X
Cant wait for freedom:D Gotta party like siao:X
Some people just cant be that lame and childish though, think they so freaking big wah shout somemore sia.
Uhh please face yourself in the mirror and LOOK.
Thinking of it makes me go eeew:/
CS hurry come back okayy, i got alot of things to tell you:D
Wait for me to find my webcam:)
Chewy, if you realize, im posting this post the way that we type in ____ yeah you know:P
I'll reply you ASAP:)
Love you<3
pokerpokerpokerface.

2009-04-05T08:01:00.000-07:00

hiCHEWWWWWWW!

today, it was so awkward. it was a little different from every sunday.
i guess only a few of us sensed it.
oh well.
i felt like i wanted to talk more,
but i just didn't know what to say.
aren't we are such complex people?

and you know what,
i tried to count my L1R5 and I was so happy when i saw that it was lower than last year's. and then i realised I only counted L1R3. So plus the last two, I definitely did much worst than last year. like I could be sent into the principal's office to get some warnings and a wake-up call immediately.
I really need that.

i think i am a really bad influence.

2009-04-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

I really dont understand:(
Was it you or me who was wrong?
Ahh forget about it.
Yesterday was Theresian Award's Day:D
Stayed in school till 9plus.
Went out to eat with constann and siewfang(:
We had to give up our seats during the award as many parents had no seats-.-
So we had to stand and just the right timing i had gastric-.-
Was kinda highhh though and was reflecting about stuffs..
Oh crap some people's vioce are just so high when they shout i cant stand it, annoying!
How i wish time can just reverse back, back to the way to was.
I miss shoo many people:'(
Anyway theresian awards day was awesome(:
Constann and siewfang was kinda hearing me ranting on how pretty **** *** was:$
HAHAHA sowie!
G2g now bye!

2009-04-01T08:15:00.000-07:00

CHEW it all up real fast

i realised that whenever something happens at the end of the week, I will keep thinking about it the whole of the following week. It's really bad, cause I tend to be so distracted. I have been so zombie-like these couple of days. I forgot that the course in church was still on today, such that I nearly took the bus home. Then when I took the bus back to church, I thought I overshot so I got off, only to realise I had not even gone past one stop. -.- so i decided to stroll to church. I was so tired, i was practically dragging myself over to church. I drank a glass of concentrated coffee at tuition so that I could stay awake tonight, but I was still feeling sleepy and my hands were trembling non-stop. I found that it was most probably cause coffee causes palpitation.

oh oh. there is something i must do right now.

firstly, I really want to let a good friend know, that I am really sorry that I made you misunderstand, such that you scolded someone. cause I must have said something that gave you the impression that the person was the cause of whatever is/was happening. please don't quarrel anymore. don't get angry with others because of me, cause that's not how it's supposed to be like. It is my fault, not anyone else's. I could have prevented the misunderstanding if I had actually realised that it was the wrong time and wrong condition to say whatever I said to you. I'M SO SO SO SO SO SORRY! ): secondly, I need to apologise to my other friends who got involved too. I'm SO SORRY! this was just some problem with me, i didn't mean to drag all of my friends in. SO SORRY! ): I'm so sorry, it's my fault, don't quarrel with each other, if you have to, the only person you should be angry with is me. cause I am the cause of all these trouble. ):

do not envy a violent man or choose any of his ways, for the Lord DETESTS a perverse man but takes the upright into his confidence

2009-03-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

just CHEW it all up.

Many things happened today.
we made the CHOICE to _____ such that now kinda face some form of consequences. Whatever that happened today, is supposed to be kept like a secret amongst us, because it's not as if people would really believe that whatever we are saying is the truth.

both of us are just screwed. something's just tearing us apart. maybe we do need some time to cool off, and then sit down seriously and loook through all the stuff together and decide how we're gonna manage our friendship. but, please do watch the words you choose to use, cause you never know when you are gonna cause misunderstandings when some words have many meanings.

this isn't how it's supposed to be.

2009-02-17T01:36:00.000-08:00

Im gonna concentrate no matter what happens next time(:
Not gonna worry anymore(:
Yeah im gonna be a good girl(:
Go home early(:
No more play play(:
Study for all test(:
At least pass them(: [With flying colours would be an additional bonus]
I love valentines day(: [Ps:Aww, thanks for the message:D]
Typical day for a typical girl(:
Conference call again at last(:
Imahappygirl,for now(:
Byebye<3

2009-01-15T04:19:00.000-08:00

Omg gladys im so sorry i forgot your birthday!
Sorry sorry sorry, ah im a piece of woodblock luh.
I totally forgot all about it!
Crap, sorry sorry:(
Love you loads, plenty!
I'll make it up to you i promise girl:D
Have a date out with you and we'll go crazy;-)
Smile:D
Im so freaking sorry:'(
I lve you loads<3

2008-12-25T22:06:00.000-08:00

Christmas was A.W.E.S.O.M.E:D
Thanks for all the lovely presents guys, love you all loads(:
Whee conference call again tonight[:
Actually whats the point of talking on the phone with you guys when im meeting you all later:P
Sorry Gladys, guess i cant tell you the reason but yeah.
Maybe you will figure it somehow, sometime, someday.
7more days till school starts!
Manprit's Birthday today!
HAHAHA she's so gonna suffer later for her surprise birthday party XD
Watching twilight with Shu Mei and Constann this monday, anybody wanna come along?
Pamela abandoned me and went overseas!
Arrgh.
ChewyBoyfriend<3- Remember forget everything. Love you always(:
Geeh, i have never felt this feeling before.
Maybe its just an imagination, or maybe its something more.

2008-12-22T22:52:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 8.30am to meet Gladys, John, Edward, Cephas, Ian and Wan Ting for an outing(:
Talked at macs first. Then went to Gladys condo to playy:D
After that me Edward, Cephas and Wan Ting went home, kinda walked Edward to Raffles Institution first:) See we so good:D Tsk.
Walked to Jurong Point then went home with Cephas.
Oh man i wanna do more shopping[:
But im broke:'(
2more days till Christmas:)
Yay conference call again tonight[:
Better start wrapping up presents before its too late!
Anyway Jeanette, the gang is not school one luh, its outside friends[:
Scold me for what! Ass:P
Im out:D
Ive got much better things to do(: Not everything's about you, duh.
It was all along pretending, dont you get it.

2008-12-22T02:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to Hui En's Party(:
Was okay luh, though there's loads of small kiddies there=.=
Tonight meeting the gang again:) I have so much things to tell you all la!
Went to Taka today and bought more Christmas presents:D
Shopped for more clothes too:D
Spent a bomb. Okay maybe bombS.
I think im going to be officially broke already:'(
Aww man no more watch night, i was looking forward to it:(
2more hours before i go down to meet them, oh yeah:]
To Unknown: Maybe you could say that it was a lie all along.Maybe i really dont care or bother(:

2008-12-20T22:23:00.000-08:00

Yayy im finally 15:)
I love GALAPAGOS GIRLS:D
So yesterday went to meet Gladys and people at Great World City to eat Kenny Rogers before heading for the musical.
Thanks for the presents:D Love it, haha and the surprise cake XD
After the musical, reached home at about 11plus, bathed then went down to meet the gang:D
You guys suck luh, just wait till your birthday come ah, see what i will do.
Nugget luh! But i'll still love you guys:D
Thanks for making me like shit ah, i shouldnt have gone down la!
Hehe,hope i didnt say anything when i was drunk last night:p
I love moo moo[:

2008-12-18T00:41:00.000-08:00

♥WISHLIST FOR CHRISTMAS AND BIRTHDAY

1. Billabong pencil case, those long&big one.
2. Keychain

3. Ipod

4. Big soft toys

5. 2009 planner [ Must be able to have space to write alot of things]

6. Crumpler Bag

7. Loads of pens [ Uniball Signo DX 0.38]

8. More shorts, pants, jeans&shirts

9. Converse shoes

10. Lip smackers

i love black,white,green and red[:

Okay my wishlist is kinda weird, oh wells who cares:P

Today went out to get my second jab of chicken pox, amazingly i didnt get any since i was born:D

Then went to get my specs, black[:

Been thinking alot about life, seems that ive wasted much of my time on those stuffs:/

Bus rides on the bus, looking at clouds, rainbows and all things.

I should have known long time ago, at least its not too late to change.

I shouldnt even have started, knowing it was wrong:/
Now, i know.
Yay im gonna be rich, mum & grandmother gonna give me cash for my birthday:D
Yayy:D
Meeting the gang on my birthday night though(:
Without you guys, i dont know what my life would be already.
Love you all:)

2008-12-16T01:59:00.000-08:00

I miss my school friends:/

Mubasarah- Bullying you when MrsTeo pass you the maths worksheets to give out to us, calling you Harasaboom:D Fun times we had in f&n with yokeshan(: Remember the time when we played ''my hand reaction game'', you laughed till you cried:p

YokeShan- Koping Mr Choe's free foodXD, toilet breaks, adding sweets when cooking in MrsSam class:p Laughing till teachers scold us, smuggling food in MrWong's class(: Hehe, and MrPoon ''popping up&down''.

Jeanette- Miss your rantings over JonasBrothers & random lines(: When you were colouring priya's hair during SS:P

Priya- The time when i got your mag confiscated and i had to talk to MrWong in chinese, odviously he was making a fool out of me:P Mr Poon's Wednesday socks! HAHAHA:D

Theresa- If i remember corrrectly the time when we were ''fighting'' using curve rulers outside our classroom! And all my embarrassing moment:P Dont tell ah! Haha:)

PamelaG- Ahh my cambodia friend[: PeePee[: Dont worry in school I would have loads of time to help you release(: HAHAHA. And the time when we needed to talk about a topic like cartoons or colours and blah blah:p

ShuMei- Cambodia friend again[: Teacher's petXD Yay you got stitch for me, love ya:D Haha and the time in the hotel room when i was sleeping beside you on the bed then me you pamela and gen was competiting over something,both of us were like HYPERRR(:

Sorry for those i have missed out! I seriously miss school:S
The timing for the posts are all wrong:/